You are innocent. You are whole and complete.
You are god.
Whatever happened was a dream. Stop fueling the fire now. Stop paying it more attention.
You are the new man now.
Nothing can touch you. Go and magnify the lord.
And:
I am the law of forgiveness. I am all forgiving grace. I am renewed and reborn. I am the water into wine. I am the resurrection and the life. I am the operant power. I Am my own salvation. I am grace. I am love.
Forgive yourself for thinking you were anything other than the glorious righteous loved son of God.
Forgive yourself for forgetting you live in the kingdom of heaven.
And:
You ARE forgiveness. You are it.
It’s done. Thank your Father.
Forgiveness is simply removing your attention from xyz.
There is no past, only states of consciousness. Cease telling some story you think happened 4!years ago (there is no time). You are holy and perfect. Go magnify the Lord.